Entry dated 16-1-10
One who is insecure struggles with the law of impermanence and uncertainty. Certainly the labels we attribute to describe our relationship with other people define our faith in how that relation will work, the dynamics - and the overall assumption that we will perform certain actions and fulfil certain roles in light of some arbritrary title.
At time my own ideas about my personal relations with people are tested - older attributes reign in the order person - an older friend who by history of their relationship [with me] are attributed as a closer companion despite no or little present communication.
But it is I who is perhaps the weaker party who is so affected for there is a tendency of mine, subconsciously, to take offence at certain actions. I, due to the conflict in my life have easily accepted decisions to let go of these remaining relationships. Somehow writing that saddens me.
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